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going anywhere.
What do you say, Doug? she asked, poking
him. We can dance all night.
Giovanni was reluctant. He knew that Amador
wouldn t like it, but damn it, he couldn t just sit
around, stressing out all the time. It had been
good for him today to walk along the beach. For a
little while, he didn t think about the shit he was
in. He smiled at Sophia suddenly. Yeah, he said,
let s go.
Sophia drove her fancy convertible at top
speed. It was exhilarating and the breeze was a
refreshing reprieve from the humidity.
Where are we going? Giovanni laughed, his
hair flying in the breeze.
Cartegena is a musical city. There is music
everywhere, the bars, the clubs, the parks. We can
take a carriage ride if you like or go to Donde
Fidel, sit outside and order Club Colombia Beer,
or aguardiente, do you know it?
No.
It s a national favourite, flavoured with anise.
What s anise?
It s a seed, tastes like liquorice.
Oh, he replied, sounds positively awful.
She laughed. You have to try it. Do you like
techno music?
Yeah.
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Good, we ll go have a few drinks and then go
dancing.
Sounds great.
They had a blast. He drank several glasses of
the national favourite, Sophia convincing him that
if he drank enough, eventually he d like it. At the
end, he was so loaded he wasn t sure if he did or
not. After visiting several cafes, they hit the clubs,
techno music was still vibrating in his head when
they walked along the white beach with the
crystal clear water at dawn.
Sophia had taken off her shoes and she was
talking about the sunset.
Giovanni plunked down in the sand and looked
up at the sky, waiting for the sun to rise. He
suddenly had a pang of regret. He wished
Amador was here with him, holding his hand,
kissing his mouth. Damn. What was it about that
man? He d seen a lot of beautiful man tonight, but
every time he looked at one, he found himself
comparing them to Amador and they all came up
short.
Sophia was now sitting beside him. You
know, she said, I have this crazy urge to kiss
you.
He looked at her in surprise.
I won t though. It s clear your heart is
elsewhere.
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It is?
She nodded. Doug, I know a man in love.
Amador will always be in the closet. It s this damn
family.
He blinked. Amador? No, I
Come now, she laughed. I m a Vega. I ve
been one all my life. I will never be free, neither
with Amad.
How did you know? Did he tell you?
That he was gay? No. I found out when we
were teenagers. I noticed the way he looked at
boys. And I caught him kissing one once. He
begged me not to tell. I never would. It would
destroy him. He told me he d outgrow it, but you
don t outgrow that kind of thing.
Do you think& anyone else knows& I
mean& notices that I& I don t love him, you
know?
You want him. Maybe you ve had him. She
giggled. You want more.
We& well& we didn t do everything.
I m still not sure who you are, but don t tell
me. I don t want to know. I find you really sweet
and handsome. And if you weren t so enamoured
with my cousin, I d jump you right here on this
beach.
Your father wouldn t like it, he teased.
To hell with my father, he s not here and when
the cats away& She laughed, standing up. But
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that said, I need to get to the hotel.
No sleep? Giovanni stood up.
I can always sleep. She shrugged. She hugged
him. Thanks. It was fun. I ll drive you back.
They watched the sun come up together then
left.
* * * *
Amador stood at the bedroom window, waiting.
When he saw Giovanni get out of his cousin s car,
he swore. How dare he take off like that when he
was responsible for watching him?
Giovanni looked surprised when he walked in
the room. Hey, what are you doing up, it s barely
seven.
What in fuck is wrong with you? Are you
trying to get us killed?
No, I&
Amador walked over and took his arm,
dragging him close to his chest. If my uncle knew
about
Well, he won t. He pulled away. Are you
going to tell him?
I don t have to. His men will.
Relax. Look, you handle stress with alcohol
and I handle it other ways. Okay?
Amador sighed deeply, shook his head. Where
did you go?
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Dancing.
Dancing?
Yeah, you heard of that, you move in time to
the music.
Very smart.
I missed you.
Missed me?
Yeah, you big jerk.
Amador made a face.
Giovanni pulled a small bag out of his pocket.
What s that?
Lube and condoms.
Amador raised an eyebrow. What for?
You know what for. Now I don t care where
we do it, but& He paused and deliberately ran
his gaze over him.
Amador was standing there in a pair of jeans,
the top button undone, no shirt.
I ve never seen a sexier man. Amador,
Giovanni said softly, coming closer to him. Fuck
me.
Amador went to protest, but Giovanni caught
his face in his hand and kissed him deeply. He
released him.
* * * *
I& we can t do this here. Amador said, putting
some distance between them. What in hell was he
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thinking? But in spite of the danger, his cock was
hard. Giovanni wanted to get fucked, well, he was
going to get fucked. I know a place.
Well, take me there. He handed him the bag.
Amador grabbed his shirt and put on his shoes.
We have to be quiet, come with me, out the back
way.
* * * *
Giovanni followed him down the back stairs and
through the corridor. When they hit the field,
Amador began to run. Giovanni was breathless by
the time they reached the stables. Amador
grabbed his hand and pulled him past the stalls
where restless horses pounded their hooves on the
ground. Amador scrambled up a rickety ladder to
the hayloft above and lowered himself onto a big
pile of hay.
Giovanni grinned. I m going to get fucked for
the first time in a smelly hayloft.
Amador took off his shirt, then undid the
button and the zipper on his jeans and pulled
them down over his hips. They lay discarded on
the pile of hay beside him. He looked up at him
with those beautiful blue eyes, his body perfectly
bronzed and totally naked, his cock, erect and
pointed straight up in the air. He smiled at him.
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